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This

is new

and not in a good way

im not really here, though compramises are the biggest demands sometimes, and this burden of his compramises are just slowly begining to drawn me in.

im not new, nor can i be when this

new 

thing

refuses to change me

I cant write anymore, and I cant win anymore, and I dont want anymore…but oh just so much more, I want those things I never wanted, I want them so much more, because I cant be anymore, and this

is the new

thing

these days to be depressed,

in bed,

this bed,

Is not new,

and I want it to be.

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